Tired, sick and happy

I'm back bloggers!

Lol sounds as if I have been away on holiday... nope that is just my inability to commit to this some sort of resemblance of consistency and stick to something. Maybe my world isn't all that interesting at the moment. I am opting for a combination of both.

Well my exams went extremely well, I am so happy and can get into any university.

However right at this moment the cold and all it's lovely symptoms are floating in my body. My throat, nose, ears, head and joints are clogged. Humph! Not much has happened enjoying leavers life, worked up to Christmas now just relaxing and spending time with my lovely Jordan. However direct result of relaxing at the beach on a near 40 degrees day am now slightly burnt and sore.

Yet still happy, think I need to continue my guitar playing and studying the word. Missing Dale, Jess, Michael and Lesley whilst they are in the states...sigh.
Realised this on Sunday, when Pascal pulled Hopie into his arms and said I am so proud of you. I never had that as a child, that relationship that is so important and a love, that real father's love.
So I was slightly upset but encouraged to start accepting Christ's acceptance and fatherhood. Also my church family, hence the reason I miss my other parents. But they get back on the 4th of January so not to long.

Well I am still sick, tired and the CD I was waiting for to burn was just ejected successfully from my computer. So my music, tea and novel await me.

Over and out bloggers.

The Race

Well Well Well bloggers...
I am currently studying for my TEE examinations through the exploration of the darling john mayer's voice and the outworkings of myspace and blogger.com.
Yes I know I am the real 'studious' type.

Lol all the self congratulation (denial assurance) aside.

John Mayer is a subtle reflective peace whilst a true appreciation for 'the' voice and 'the' lyrics... for example.

You should have seen that sunrise with your own eyes,
it brought me back to life,
You'll be with me next time. No more 3x5's
- 3x5.

Check your pulse it's proof that you're not listening to
The call your life's been issuing you
The rhythm of a line of idle days
-Great Indoors

So thats all for today... the day is early - 9am and I have work to do...

Reality - hasn't really hit yet, well I might just wait.
In awe of my God,
blinded to the future, a step with only faith in my salvation
Tell a lie - the realisation of my new chapter, my sudden leave of school.
Truth - I'm still in a daze, reality is a blur and i havent left yet.
However I know these people I love,
maybe not them but the memories made, the life, the chapter - loved {past tense}.
Forever... until a distant recollectionn.

But I know one thing for sure...
A clear recollectionn and affirmation:
To be dead to this world, myself.
To know Him.
To be alive to the one whom loves me, despite me.
To finish the race...

"and i'll fall facedown as Your glory shines around"

New Hair. new day

Bonswa bloggers... I believe that my school good old WBC have the best chocolate muffins that Western Australia has ever seen!!! I am currently eating a chocolate muffin from some place in Leeming not as good, mind you Leeming isn't the hot shot place... But I did recall working in Claremont once and went across the road, they had this gorgeous little Patisserie and even their muffins weren't as good although I did love their chocolate croissants...


I got a hair cut today to match my freckles and little sunburnt red nose... aka shorter/long bob :) I like it? Well I don't know, I know everyone liked my long locks, even I liked my long locks. But I was getting attached... They just needed to go: that much dependency on the length of hair isn't healthy. Not really I just was bored and wanted change so I am happy :)

So today was okay was at the salon then at school doing the drama thing: lip gloss fights and dnm's with Daniel. Oh and that whole "rehearsing for the TEE exam that is in less than a week" pshh we are athletes.

Tomorrow shall be much more eventful maybe even as fun as Monday??? Monday= Public Holiday + Sleep in + Jordan + Breakfast and Dishsoap fight (I won) + To South Beach/park + Drama Kids + meeting Max - Alex R + Sunshine - cold wind + Fruit + Salami (First-timer) + Lying in the sun - sore legs now sunburnt + Laughing + Friends + Walking on the beach + Daniel's laughability - old school radio reception hunting + playing with max + playing with the kids at esplanade park + Mexican resturant - bad waitor + good food - warm milkshake + icecream - tiredness + sleep!

Over and out...

Continuation...

Now a little background for the past few years God has challenged me in the area of maturity right which is ironic because those who don't know me (I am assuming all of you) will see that I am pretty mature anyway? A prophet at our church challenged me last year, saying God is calling you to maturity and I kind of thought to myself really? Then he said you are mature already but God has a higher calling for you so press on and stay focused. So this is where I am going - maturity but not just as I am but much greater, a maturity that is from God and God only.

So I was reading in my bible a few nights back... in I Corinthians 13: 1-13 and everyone familiar with the bible just went oh love right. Yes the love is patient, kind...etc But that's the thing we find these great verses which we love and seem to miss the rest. So I read on...

"Love never fails.
But where there are prophecies, they will cease;
where there are tongues, they will be stilled;
where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known."

It is just an encouragement whilst we know the old age wisdom of love, we need to be reminded yet also have a focus on maturing in Christ and seeking his face: face to face.

Food for thought bloggers... over and out.

Stop

This blogger is back momentarily...

Been real busy over the past months ever since Merry Go Round I guess... (Attached are some pics.) I had assignments then tests then mock exams and now I can breathe for a few weeks untill TEE exams but in the meanwhile I will study, work and try to spend time with my friends who I have neglected over the past few months.

I just want life to stop for one moment so I can catch my breathe. It's all over soon and I can't wait. But I'm scared I predict a blog next year saying why isn't my life moving! You really can't win can you. Just with furthering my relationship with God, studying the bible, ministry with my agents, spending time with Jordan... those things that seem to be in slow motion. I find myself just sitting in God's presence - Be still and know that I am God!

Its like Jordan... All my schoolies are like "You saw Jordan Sunday..?" But it's not just the time you spend, it's so rushed. He doesnt get it either "I'll see you in like 2 days" he says, thats not it, I don't want to DO anything, my life is full of doing, I just want to sit, with him.

Sitting in silence with God is a blessing...

HERE YOU GO MERRY GO FANS: (you can also see the progression of my hair)

Empty Milo Jar

Well here I am bloggers listening to george michael 'faith' with that cool sounding 80's pop the good stuff... in my school uniform including leaver's jacket which i finally got, typing away with dirty led pencil-smudged hands and fingers, as is expected from any art student...you should see the inside of my pencil case!

Whilst eating nutra grain. Why?
Because I am hungry! It's 'raw' mind you, not with milk, because cereal with milk is something you have in the morning for breakfast not something you have straight after school! Why?

Well because it's filling, it prepares you for the long hard day ahead of you, well at least until recess! And what is wrong with preparing yourself until dinner? Nothing really that is what I normally do and just don't eat dinner! Mind you today is different because mum is buying takeout, hungry jacks in particular and yes it sounds obese but not really I love home cooked food yet takeout is a treat and tastes good which means that you seize the oppoutunity and dont stuff yourself before hand so that you can finish your enjoable yet costy meal! And no not the price the list of takeout food is bad because...

I am just ranting now but continue to read at your own will. So I am eating raw nutra grain so that I may not be full and am able to eat all my dinner. Yet this isnt the way I planned it! Don't get me wrong I love 'raw' nutra grain but I on the way home from school I contemplated snacking and settled for a cup of milo! However you know how you have the perfect day and the plan to continue this day and decide how in your mind it shall go, well lets just say I never invisioned sitting at the computer, eating dry nutragrain and posting a blog.

Maybe listening to The Cure, but never mind. I did plan to get home, go straight to the kettle prepare milo then sit and read my "A Man for All Seasons" and study for my upcoming english essay but here I am yet again procrastinating. My aspirations were shattered from the empty milo jar and is continuing in a downward spiral... Over and Out!

FYI...

FYI...

Pineapple has serotonin, and serotonin is a happy endorfin that makes you happy, happy people don't cry.

Therefore taking into consideration the amount of tears shed by the drama crew in the past few days I decided to buy pineapple full of serotonin and eat half of it...

Little did I know that pineapple is full of citric acid and in copius consumption can not only burn your tounge but also lips, making them bleed!!! Who knew!?

Therefore without my serotonin filled pineapple but rather citric acid filled pineapplewe had a happy drama day all round.

over and out bloggers...

remember about the acid burning pinaapple, let it be a lesson for all

Procrastinating again...

Wow long time no post bloggers...

Guess the Hilary Duff influence in no longer existant, no it has been quite the week and I am so busy. Right now I am conciously procrastinating andd really no the time for it as it is nearly one in the morning and my art folio is due tomorrow!!! I have no design development and am in the middle of the third stamp. So studio wise I have 3/4 of the way to go, diary and design development not so sure bout that. Well my performance is in one week exactly and im sick with the coughing flu as is the male main haha - mother like son I guess (our character's in the play). Well my concious is getting to me, so maybe I will post back after performance... maybe not?

over and out...

Long Night

Well Bloggers...good news today. The egg on my knee is much smaller, yes a lot more purple/black but nevertheless much smaller in size!

Tonight was good after a long seemingly waste of time at drama I got ready for my birthday dinner and had a ball, sure I threw up and was hobbling every where because of a banana milkshake and my still recovering knee - it was fun. I got: money, photo frame, Calvin Klein beanie, schindler's list (dvd) - one of my favourite movies, earrings, flashing light tiara and feather bower, my father's princess (book) and an ebony jewelry box :) :) :)



Love it all, well seeing as it is currently 11:25 and I start work at 8 and I still would like to watch the movie schindler's list which is 2.5 hours long I am going to go.



Over and Out Bloggers...

Egg Lump Knee

Okay so... this is an interesting story.
And thought I'd begin my blog just like this to give you an idea of me.

Lets start with the fact that 'Grrr' I was writing a post when there was a power out and it got deleted so I'm saving every sentence in case it happens again - its raining and all! So bloggers as I was writing before, today was the best and worst day, both fun and painful lol!

It actually began a few days ago with Daniel's idea to film the ship wreck at Coogee ship for our play. So we chose today to go and of course as always it pours whilst every other day we have had rehearsals has been perfect weather! Bahaha we wish, so in knowing this idea and plan since last week you would think he packed his camera? Of course not you see that would be the simple convenient smart thing to do! So in order to get his camcorder we drove to Rebecca's and then to a slight detour...yeah right... to Yangebup aka whoop whoop!

...so there at Daniel's we charged his camcorder and ordered fish and chips for dinner, after an hour of waiting around, eating and remaining hushed whilst his brother watched Soprano's we left for our adventure to the beach. Stopping off at the local fish and chips place to get our order, by then it was pouring with rain, cold and we were dodging the police because Alex was driving minus his 'P' plates - $100 fine there. So for some reason despite obvious reasons why we shouldn't be attempting this we proceeded to the beach, parking on the side of the road no one moved. So Daniel and I jumped out of the car ran down the rocks and found we were no where near the wreck but explored further down the beach.


By this stage I am a drowned rat exhibit A. and the wind is so strong my umbrella is snapping, so we run further getting soaked more and more. We reach the destination which really seems not much chop, two things sticking up from the water, with the tide rising Daniel climbs the rocks to get a better view. After about 10 minutes I realise he is out of sight and I climb the rocks with my numb face, fingers and toes! The joys of rain and winter. I see him and we depart feeling not that satisfied or as if it was worth the trek. However we start walking back and realising in finding the stupid insignificant wreck we have strayed from where the car is and now are standing in a private property industrial construction area by which is fenced off. So we then jump the fence, I know how dodgy and unlike me.

For two reasons,
1. I have a thing for fences, heights and money bars not necessarily the height
2. but I always seem to get stuck or fall.

= But I executed this fairly well and landed safely yet probally got a few looks from ongoing traffic seeing two teens jumping of a fence never the less we escaped. We soon found Alex's deserted car, hopped in and being the dodgy teens that we are we ate dinner in a deserted car park playing classical music and parking in a no-parking area! Haha to add to the list of cop hunt was the new found broken headlights resulting in Alex using high beam and getting honks and retaliation all round. The adventure gets better so we drive home still avoiding the police and get stuck behind a frieght train for like 15 minutes assured by Lauren that it will move, well it didnt it just stoped then and there! So Alex gets out of the car, at the time unaware of dropping his ben sherman rain coat and reverses away back to Daniel's. When we get out we realise this predicament and drive back parking at some random house yet again Daniel and I run out and come to the rescue, all is going well but as we run back to the car, jacket in hand Miss Clutz - Me trips over the train tracks all grazed hands, still soaked from the beach and now also covered in mud.

By the time I get home I'm in so much pain and my knee (no lie) has a lump the size of an egg. After Daniel's mum administers first aid onto me accompanied by bedadine, bainaids, a hot tea, chocalate and a hideous change of clothes - very unflattering trackpants whilst my own jeans dry everything pretty much calms down from there. Alex takes Lauren, Kate and myself home and I am now sitting here laughing and trying not to move my egg lump of a knee. I love Drama! Well that was my eventful day!

Over and Out!